pain is practically gone, that's the good news.
still don't know why I miscarried, that's the bad news.
I had a dream that I went to see a female reproductive
specialist and she had me sit on a machine that was
similar to a merry go round and had her assistants
spun me around faster and faster. Supposedly it
would realign my reproductive organs.
Then she said I had a slight infection and that she
could cure me. Simple as that.
At the end of the month, I'll be seeing a specialist
in Colorado. Not sure if he has a spinning machine,
but if it works, hey, I'll try anything!
Feeling better is such a deceiving condition. I'm
physically better on the surface, but underneath,
I'm still flawed and completely unaware of my
repro problem. So psychologically, there is a sense
of relief that the pain and discomfort has faded
but a sickening feeling that we still just don't know.
It is the not knowing that sometimes hurts even
more than the pains in my uterus.