Okay, call me weak, chicken, stupid, but I could
not take the medicine this morning. I just didn't
want to feel horribly sick.
The one rare day that I didn't must have been
an anomaly because the last two days have
been horrible. Nausea is not for the weak.
It makes me think (and I know this is some
outrageous delirium from the medicine) "do
I really want to get pregnant again?"
The answer is yes, but it is buried down deep
underneath the layers of feeling poisoned.
What in the world is wrong with me? I swear I was
very healthy before all of this. I am not a hypochondriac,
(she said, feeling some phantom pain in her uterus).
I will take my medicine right before lunch.
Then I'll crawl into my little hole and feel sorry
for myself again.
I'm trying to eat a cleansing diet right now since
I am being bombarded with antibiotics. What else
can I do? Feeling helpless is not my forte.
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