scrambled mind

I have way too many emotions going
through my head and heart. G. is leaving
in a few days, I just got a contract for
an excellent job that lasts through
May 2005 so may not be leaving for
Alaska anytime soon. Separation is
not conducive to procreation.

Everything is making me angry and
frustrated and then I'm totally calm and
relaxed. Talk about mood swings. I'm
trying to concentrate on the work at
hand as opposed to the ovaries and
uterus.