clarity

I am feeling clear about what I need to do.
I've given up caffeine and sugar after a
month-long binge.

My period started today - just as I predicted
it would if my body was back on track.
My body is doing what it is supposed to
do - it is just my mind that is out of whack.

So I'll focus on my body being female again,
getting ready again for another ovulation.
We won't try this time - I've already talked
to G. about it. My body needs at least one
normal and complete cycle.

But then, after that, anything goes. I'll be
happy and think healthy thoughts and have
fun when G. visits and we'll just take it
month to month, moment to moment.
No calculating other than making sure I'm
taking my herbs on the right days. No planning,
no process.

Life is too short to be so rigid and tense.
Life is too short to be afraid.

I like my mind when it is clear of caffeine
and sugar. Getting my self back.

Comments

[Joanne]

Congratulations on having a plan. Good luck, good luck.