whose body is this, anyway?

I'm out of sorts again. I'm not sensing what my body
needs to be healthy and fertile. I feel like I'm a stranger
in a strange land. What is happening to me?

I've been taking my vitamins and herbs (although a
few weeks ago I missed about 5 days when G. was
here - I was just distracted, I guess).

I had my period 2 days earlier than expected. Then
spotted a few days after it had stopped. This irregularity
is really messing with my ovulation calendar.
I feel like my body has been invaded by a naughty
naughty infertility gremlin. I'm really beginning to
wonder if this is the beginning of the end of my
fertile years.

Maybe I need an exorcism. That's how I'm feeling.
Some ritual to purge the evil meanies from my
reproductive organs, the invisible ones that don't
show up on any tests. Or maybe they are in my
head, and I need a whole other kind of treatment,
the brain shrinking kind.

Whatever it is, I'm feeling like my body has decided
to speak a foreign language and leave me out of
the conversation. I need a translator.

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[Isabel]

Aaah, yes, lost in translation. I know that feeling all too well. ::::healing vibes::::
XO, Isabel